just to add on the post before. went to Escape wif Haziq,Bernice,Farhan,Preethika,Ruben and another indian guy aft the sheperds class. alot of ppl were there. i was thinking- why is Escape so interesting to them?? aniwaez, quite happy that i saw carmen there wif her friends. we took the splash thing together. then went back to join my friends. its was an OK day overall. except for the teaching!!! haha. ok. back to today. went to skool to pass up my admission for sec skool form. on the way there saw gary wif his family. as i walked past him, he said' ai yo! xinru arh xinru!" haha. funny guy. then went in the office. signed n stuff. walked out n saw louis n his mum. we didnt even say hi. wad kind of classmate is this? yar, so went home. continued to cherograph for cheerlead. then sat mrt to cck to sheperd n be sheperded. saw joel, jun kai, ting ting, ,hua jie (gina), n others. todaes teaching by jog (or rather, by rick warren) was great! im inspired by rick warren n all of his teachings alwys. everyday i recieve carefully planned teachings, detailed, precise, practical teachings. but im discontented! why izint god speaking into his ppl!?i really want to see growth! do i need to see everything in a different perspective? do i need to pray even more? do i need to step out in new faith? do i need to step out of my comfort zone? do i need to..... the list goes on and on. let me plan for nxt week. EVANGELIZE. i WANT to do it. this really cannot go on any more! every week we see ppl walking down the isle( not wedding) receiving christ. but none of them is coming from our group! god!!! what are u planning for us?! or are we not hardworing enough?! im jumping in anxiety, in excitement, in nervous-ness to wad will be ahead. i wanna see waht is happening behing the scenes of our almighty god! and im sure he is going to unroll a series of unexpected blessings for the whole church! im once again reminded by pastor shirs saying" dun wait for christmas!" amen! what are we supposed to wait for when the time is now?! brothers! sisters! lets really work together and win these souls for god! what more have i got to say? god has alrealy the best plan for us!
