I'm enjoying blogger so much more now, cause the hype bout it is over for years.
And for those who discover this post, lets just say good for you. haha.
Its late nights like this that I start being nostalgic. Well, guess that's what the night do to a person. Thinking bout keat joan xy and myself, our friendship. How hard to come by, how hard to maintain, yet how easily to slip past cause of all of our busy-ness. Think of vivien and joyce and all the ultraman, try to figure out if what they feel towards ultraman is the same as I. Then think bout people like Josh and Bridge, if they ever feel stuck in the middle of nowhere with no one to listen and understand and empathize with them on a constant basis. Then of the grads group, if they would keep to their covenant they made at marina barrage, to watch over each other, to find time for one another.. Wonder if they remember those moments they spent tgh were the results of everyone's participation and time spent planning. Again think of my ex shepherds/ leaders, how are they doing in God, how are they coping in life. Then think of what I can do, to know all of them a lil more deeper, a lil better than before, rather than just mask ourselves behind a "I'm doing fine" or share some surface struggles to satisfy the ears of the people who posed those questions to you.
I sound like some naggy grandma more than a seventeen year old teenager.
I hope people would put their money and time where their mouth is. If you ever made a promise to stand by someone, then freaking well set time aside, and money if you need to. groups after groups, shepherds aft shepherds, change is the only constant. isnt it? So no use saying (complaining) that friendships are never gonna get deep cause when you started growing roots, you get plucked out and shifted. cause what you need to do is put in effort in maintaining a friendship. If everyone else feels the same way you do, doesnt it occur to you that people also want to feel connected, be part of a real and long friendship? there. you found your comrades. so stop whining.
Past weeks at Tp have been really enjoyable. partially cause there are no shoes to fill, but most importantly, though we dont say it, we are all supporting each other cause we are all transfers, and we better make the best of what we have now. Cutting the story short and setting thought aside, Im looking forward to God using me to impact the school Im in!(:
