Saturday, April 28, 2007 ▪ 8:44 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAv0xONL72Yoh my tian! just look at them man! boom! it just started and ended like that. great. superb. explosive. love it.
the teaching today just rocked man. its really very impactful. we cant defy the truth. if there is a god, how can people say there isn't? if theres gravity how can you say there isnt even when you cant see it? but we know its there. just like god. he's always there. we just have to admit it. the was there before time begins. if we wanna know what is satan's lie, then you must first know the truth and taste the truth. amen? FNC2! better jia you man! not the numbers, not the stats, not the people, but the life, and the souls! what dun feel like, lazy, tired... what man! we just gonna smack and do it for god!
Friday, April 27, 2007 ▪ 6:10 AM
really thank god for everything in my life man!
this sec skool life i had not been doing well
in my studies. failed my science(got last) , failed my maths,
not that good in other subjects also.
but i think god really
used me and blessed me
even through my busy schedule. my
science improved from
last to the second in class! and i was able to understand concepts for sci.
and i oso have o thank my lao shi-dai xuan
who helped me. thank god!
its the start of exams le, why not let us use this time
to glorify god's name in our class? really do hope to get
top 10 in class! god! help me! in growing this group and
academically too!
Thursday, April 19, 2007 ▪ 12:27 AM
sick sick sick! sick for the past few weeks. real sick. dun feel like doing alot of things cause of this stupid sickness. God heal me! exams are just around the corner -- next fri. oh no. can it be postponed? real scared for exams. espescially D&T. i practically hate it. today i went for my second jogging week! (eventhought its supposed to be the third already) 2.4km is coming up. arggh! hmm, one thing i wanna declare- i dunt eat vegtables, meat, and i only drink plain water.whoa. funny izit it? haha. trying to let my stomach accept more things...god please grow the group of cchy. wanna see ten! amen! im sure god with his omnipotence, i can do it. oh, im feeling so weak now. physically and mentally. HALF DEAD.trying real jard to stay awake in class. yea. god, i need you.
Monday, April 09, 2007 ▪ 11:48 PM
the service was great. i believe many cried during listening to this song:
WHY
We rode into town the other day,
just me and my Daddy.
He said I’d finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse
that of course was not quite as wild
We heard a crowd of people shouting
and so we stopped to find out why
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes
So I said Daddy why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows
Daddy please can’t you do something?
He looks as though he’s going to cry
You said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?
Later that day the sky grew cloudy
and daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy,
boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering if there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out,
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross
And it said : Father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows
Father please can’t you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size,
Father remind me why,
why does everyone want me to die.
When will I understand why?
My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming
but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me much more than you know
But this dark hour I must do nothing.
I’ve heard your unbearable cry
the power in your blood destroys all the lies,
soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child trembling by her father’s side.
Now I can tell you why,
she is why you must die
its such a simple song. i was so touched because its the truth. it just brings us back to the cross, where jesus was there and died for us, and suffered everything for us. listen...
Thursday, April 05, 2007 ▪ 7:13 AM
had cg todae at amk ministry house.
hmm... first time there.
joyce was saying she only went there once,
then dunno if she still noe
how to go.
haha.but we still
got there in the end.
aft the cg,
we went home.
waited for a bus.
wait until i cant tahan.
soo long leh.
so my sheeps and i went first.
then when we crossed the road,
the bus we want came.
haix. cant take it man!
i tink god wants to stretch my patience.'
haha.
got home at round 9plus.
jus a short sumary of my week
mon-didnt go skool (sick)
tues-skool and shepherding
wed- didnt go skool (almost dead) shepherding
thurs-no skool. cg (sang with a hoarse voice)
fri-good friday! no skool!
so i went skool for 1 day tis week.
im believing more from god
for this whole month of easter.
yea, so FNC2 jia you man!
anticipating in what god has in plan.
100% man + 100% god =miracle!
im gonna do my best!
lets not let this whole generation just slip by
our hands!
Monday, April 02, 2007 ▪ 1:17 AM
oh no.
im really mad bout tis show.
my lucky star!
its real nice.
aniwae, im really tired nowadays,
not that im real busy or wad,
im just feelin tired.
ppl coming up to me and saying,
hey xinru, u look tired
is increasing.
whoa.
i dunno why too.
maybe its xin li zuo yong.
but im real real excitied!
many many things have been done in my skool.
yea! theres 6 gals in hope in my skool!
cg by end april must come to pass!
gambate!
off to the shower...
