Sunday, November 20, 2011 ▪ 6:17 AM
Bye po po.
People always say that I look very much like you and I always agree. And my agreement isn't just a superficial one. Because deep down inside I feel a deep connection with you. Though I dont understand a thing you're saying everytime and talking to you is awkward, but I cherish you. You have brought up all your children so well. Simple lives, simple minded. To think back you must have been an awesome mum, bringing your children up like that. To know that there is still real love and real relationships and real trust in this world.
I will miss you dearly. Your smile especially.
Saturday, November 19, 2011 ▪ 7:15 AM
"Beatrix, you are going to be a successful person. Do you know you are going to be a successful person?" I shook my head. "Trust me, I've seen so much, I know things."
Mrs Lucas, thank you so much for saying that. a few years ago I may have just nodded my head because I was so sure of myself. But things change. What I had went through changed me so much as a person, so many humbling experiences only to learn of them in hindsight.
The first month of a new semester has ended. Had never imagined night class to turn out so well. No wonder they always say that a man's wisdom is more foolish than God's foolishness.
Thank you Lord, for a wonderful public speaking class. We're the right people at the right place at the right time. I dont know for what reason you have planned this, for this would come and go, just like any other relationships. But there's a reason why we're all connected. We might believe in different things, different courses and academic years, but something clicked. And I am not responsible to find out why, just responsible to touch whichever lives I can, impact wherever I can.
oh how patient you are
Sunday, November 13, 2011 ▪ 5:29 PM
Im just barely scraping the surface.
Friday, November 11, 2011 ▪ 9:07 AM
One can never ask too many 'why's.
But through it all, every situation that has happened or is to come is a lesson yet to learn.
God, I'm heavy hearted and I need your wisdom in such a time as this. It isn't the end of the world, just that we have yet to see what You have in mind while putting us through all there.
Thank you Lord, knowing you're in control pretty much settles everything. (:
Tuesday, November 08, 2011 ▪ 9:35 PM
God, I'm so grateful for the little things I missed previously.
The late night talk with Josh before he went into army at Macs, how it came so easily to share bout our life and thoughts so honestly even after not meeting up for God knows how long. Time away always teaches us to realise how important and deep the friendship is.
Thank you for the facebook chat with Odette, because I didn't think it came easy. But it is so awesome to know that we are, regardless of church or whatever, striving to help one another to be more and more like you. Humbled and heartened.
The simple supper with Xinyun after night class.
And how to forget Joan, someone im so close to to be able to call sister, those random 1 hour shopping, or going to her house for breakfast though we are not exactly neighbours, just meeting because we're so comfortable with each other's presence.
All these unexpected turns in life and unexpected friendships, God, xie xie ni.
Tuesday, November 01, 2011 ▪ 7:28 PM
Time flies. Its 1 November 2011. the year is coming to an end when it feels like it barely started. Oh, how fast change has came and none of us had the time to react to it, let alone embrace it. Let not living life as it is be my guide, life to the fullest is.