With every month that pass by, we can't help but to exclaim 'time passes by so fast'. Indeed as we grow older, time slip us by so easily. Remember those days where you can't wait for June/ December holidays to come so that your family would have overseas trips together? Now we are so caught up with our lives that it has became hard to even just spend a full day together. I only can say I miss a lot of things in my life, and as I grow older, the list is sure to grow. When I leave TP, I'll miss dancing with TPDE, I will miss studying, I will miss those 'worry free' days (though it doesnt seem like that to me now, but I guess when I grow up I'll think so.) I will miss overnighting in school, I will miss everything I hate doing right now. But I only can wait for these feelings to hit me when I graduate. As much as I am looking forward to the future, it's so hard not to look back to my past and be emotional about it. It's so hard to appreciate my past and not want to turn back time to relieve those moments again. Lord I don't know. There are so many things I don't know. I guess I would just have to leave it up to you, cause there is nothing else I can do but to live in the moment, to give my all, to glorify you in which ever area I am in. My life is your ministry. Your ministry of healing, of peace, of joy giving, of teaching. My life is to bless, to help others and in turn know that I grow from all these.
