I dont know how to feel at times. Looking out of the window, with the wind blowing, trees swaying, sun shining, I wonder how much of life has been missed staring at our laptops, doing our assignments. Sometimes I just feel its ridiculous having to study, but God, knowledge is what you have given us and
knowledge is something which we have to grow to grasp. And today, something struck me stronger than it normally is. That our lives would only get tougher. And Im not saying this in a self pitying manner, but rather thinking that life would get easier is just wishing for yourself to be walking on the same exact spot, no growth, no learnings, no struggle. That would be horrible. God never intended to make everyone 'christians', God intended to make us become the best human beings that we can. So our lives are most of the time spent in the valleys and climbing out of it. Because the mountain top is like a gas station, we top up, and off we go to another adventure. We might run the risk of getting hurt, tiring ourselves to death, fall and break a few bones, but the view at the top is breathtaking, the view at the top reminds us why we strive. And God, these two months are gonna be just that. Im most probably gonna die of exhaustion somehow somewhere, but you will come, and i know you would. You would come and make a point so strong in my life and I wouldn't know what to do without it in the years to come. God I thank you in advance, I have so much confidence you will move.
To the sun, sea and the sand, I'm coming soon. Gonna sink my feet into the cool waters, and soak myself under the rays of the sun. And to taiwan, I'll see you soon, with my dearest dance friends who has went through this torturous period with me. We deserve this rest.
