Monday, January 29, 2007 ▪ 5:33 AM
im supposed to be in meeting wif the unit now, but my mum wants me to be home. but when i came back, i found no one at home. ahh!!!!!!! i want to go for the meeting! i feel sooo guilty! and i want to be a CL soon! i noe its quite impossible considering the situation im in now. but God! help me! strengthen me! cause im really desprate for 7!
had a teaching todae- having a vision. having a visoin means we can do it. without a vision, we can never reach our goal. we can dream about it, desire about it, but at the end of the day, if we do not hav vision, we can get nothing out of it. i think god has really spoke to me alot these few days. ive got to improve my 'stamina' in this race to keep on going, like cars which need petrol to keep on going. but for me, or christians, i sld say, our main source of petrol sld be God! hes a never ending source of energy to fill us up. i want to be on track again!
Sunday, January 28, 2007 ▪ 3:41 AM
hey, something new. while i was outreaching in Northpoint, saw Darsy! haha. he changed alot. look fatter. now studying in CIS-canada international school. we kept on chatting, i was telling him that the skool fee wld be very ex ba. haha. saw alot of ppl in sun plaza. looking forward to tomorrow's first sheperding with fonnis! haha. hope to have longer time in typing crap on blog, but my cousin wanna play maple. sian.. its a stupid game. conclusion again--- its a boring day
im currently mad about wu zun! just finished watching ep10 of hana kimi! ahh! hes mesmerizing! haha. its really incredible. this is the first time im so mad about an artise. and also, zhuan jiao yu dao ai. haha. its cool. how the guy said-- "dui bu qi, da jie." i 'fought' wif my sis for the hana kimi disc todae. cause she wanted to go to jurong point to let wu zun sign on it. haha. but i wanted to stay at home to watch the disc. but, as espected, i won. haha. alot of things has been happening. now my wish is to sit down and enjoy john c. mexwell's books. listening to my chemical romance- the black parade. the lyrics is like... son,when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken.... the tune is nice. but not the back part. conclusion-- i love wu zun! but piortise.gotta go. back soon!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ▪ 6:41 AM
its a long time since i posted. i really cant tahan the things i have on hand now. it doesnt seem alot, but its really wearing me out. dance, dance, skipping, sheperdings (i like it by the way) cg. the average time i reach home evertday is 7.30. whooh. blasted. i just recieved a really inspiring teaching. it really got me back on track again. tmr got trail run for 3.2km. xiao. i really dun feel like running. moreover, my leg is injured! yeah! hope the teacher will let me off. haha. skipping was breathtaking. everytime i skip, i can feel the energy building up. it jus makes me wanna skip more. thers more than just jumping to skipping.
trying to adapt to a new enviroment, everythings new. new contacts! yeah! i wanna do well in this year.i really love sheperding wif my sheep. no matter how tired i am, i look forward to sheperding her. God is awsome. i was in skool for 3 weeks when 1 of my friend converted. Amen! haha. this week has been mostly about repentance. everytime before a miricale happens, ppl repented. so god, this is what i want to do for you. please give me strength. i wanna be a careleader soon!!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ▪ 1:40 AM
i really cant believe waht god did in my life. i went in to the dance studio wif my friends for chinese dance. there were only like 4 sec ones. haha. so we did the warming up n stuff. n their warming up was definetely not like primiary skool's warm up. it was so complicated! they did not even teach us how to do the warm up! they just throw us everything! n then we just follow behind the seniors. wa liao. xiao. 2 hrs of warming up, then off to pract for syf. blah blah blah.. till 6pm. during one of the breaks, this gal went up to me and asked me. are u a christian? i shocked. wow. yar. then she said, can i go ur church? cause i dun wanna go wif my parents to the church at Expo. so i was seriously taken aback. then she asked, got dance there? ... blabbered on and on. then she said, tis sat i go ur church ok? wow. haha. its really a miracle. god has really placed ALOT of responsive contacts around me. so its really up to me to bring the harvest in. seriously, im really very tired. but i dunno tired of wad or tired because of wad. so god, pls heal me!
recently Zinc launced a new project called "Desprate for One"! its really very very interesting. it got me jumping for that. haha.so lets work forward not only for one once a week, but one everyday. FNW jia you!
Sunday, January 14, 2007 ▪ 2:50 AM
recently i went back to my primary skool, with brendan, kai cong, gabriel, deepak and rachel. on the way, we saw yan qi, janson and jin hu. so it was actually quite a blessing. haha. yan qi tagged along wif us. it was actually raining quite heavily. we were somehow crapping in the rain. my bag was damn heavy, so i 'bai tuo' yan qi to help me take it. haha. i was thinking wad a great life the ppl in RI had. their bags are so light! only pieces of paper.. whoa liao. the security guard in our skool did not let us in. so we called our teacher to "bail" us 'out'. haha. we saw the chinese ochestra training, n i felt so out of place cause im not in co. then went to the canteen, bought puddings n drinks... surprisingly, the store auntie still remembers my likes! haha. then we sent songs to each other, played in the rain n stuff.
as rach n i were walking back home, we were talking bout how the guys matured... hmm, wad n interesting topic. haha. they finally knew how to hold the door for ppl, n help ppl buy food n stuff.. haha. listening to show's- luo zhi xiang, jin wu men, trying to catch the steps.
next week audition for dance.... jia you!!
Saturday, January 06, 2007 ▪ 5:54 AM
so long no post, but im finally back again. alot of things happend during these nine days. the unfortunate event that got the ball rolling was actually sth that happend to my grandfather on december 31.(how great is that. he really noe how to choose time). countdown paties were canceled.. lots of things were happening around.so for the 5 consecutive days, we had to attend his funeral. rituals n rituals, chanting followed by chantings, it was really sian. i but i tried to stay awake through those tough hours. my sis, guang liang n some others didt sleep fpr the nights to play poker.we used peanuts as bettings.haha. sothe last day was the cremation day. the atmosphere was terrible.ppl were sobbing pitifully, the uncles n aunties looks like they were selling hankerchiefs.. the others are coming up nxt time le.
