Wish you were here.

Monday, August 27, 2007 ▪ 12:37 AM

in school library now
nth much today.
but i wanna thank god for the results i have no matter wad.
oso thank god for the $250.
plans will not be revealed to wad i will be doing to the $$.haha
thank god for my mum who tolorated
with my nonsense on sun.
thank god, for god

results

maths-45/50
history-36.5/45
sci-22.5/50 (big boo to that)
chi-42.5/40
eng-forgotten

lets work even harder!
CG08 will be completed!

Saturday, August 25, 2007 ▪ 10:10 PM

because of jesus i got faith in tmr
because of jesus i got a second chance
because of jesus took away all my pain and sorrows
because of jesus i got a brand new life

Let my walk speak loud
And my words be true
Let my life be whole
With my eyes on you
Lord I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me,
Holding onto You
Freedom comes
When I call You Lord
You are Lord my God
You are the centre of it all,
The universe declares in awe
Your majesty
I surrender all
I make you
The centre of my life
Lord, I respond with all I am
you placed in me the song
Of heavens melody
Your Majesty
I live to sing Your song
I have found Your peace
It replaces any fear
You have done it all
I can trust in you
So I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me
Holding onto you
This is your song not mine
It is your song that brings healing to this land
This is your song not mine
It is your song that brings feedom
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
You are Lord, my God
You are the song
You are the majesty
I live to sing your song
Your majesty
My live will sing Your song

i will sing of your love forever. thank you jesus!
for every single thing in my life.
learnt so much frm ps shirley's
"power of praise and worship"
im wowed!

and to those who never heard this song before,
heres it.

Every point of view has another angle

And every angle has its merit

But it all comes down to faith

That's the way I see it

You can say that love is not divine and

You can say that life is not eternal"All we have is now"

But I don't believe it

Chorus:

There's a God-shaped hole in all of us

And the restless soul is searching

There's a God-shaped hole in all of us

And it's a void only He can fil

lDoes the world seem grey with empty longing

Wearing every shade of cynical

And do you ever feel that

There is something missing?

" i will give you all my worship
i will give you all my praise
you alone i long to worship
you alone are worthy of my praise......"

listening to some old discs from my shepherd last time.
learned so much today. it was a tough day today.
handling many emotions in one day.
but i know"i am yours lord, completely abondoned to you"
"as i look upon your name, circumstances fade away"
the battle's not over yet. do not get tired of what we are doing.
"No eye has seen, no ear has heard
No mind can know what God has in store
So open up heaven, open it wide
Over Your church and over our lives"

lets not stay stagnant. listen to wad god wanna say.
"you are the voice of hope, the anchor of my soul
when there seems to be no way,
you make it possible.
you are the prince of peace admist adversity....."
theres nothing beyond your control.

lets worship god today.

CCHY JIA YOU!

Monday, August 20, 2007 ▪ 4:52 AM

doing many things now.
blogging, reading books, having dinner, talking on the phone, listening to the radio.
im just amazed that somehow
ppl( i , we) just get so caught up in things that are
not important that we forget what are we supposed to do.

ever happened to you that u said the first thing
u wanted to do when u get home is to bathe, then study,
but then u get home and saw ur sis watching the drama serial
u just bought ytd.
then u sat down and started watching with her.
n in ur mind u think...10mins, just give me 10mins...
but ended up sitting there for an hour.
and when u get up, u ask,
what did i plan to do?
maybe it does not happen to u, but to me, it does.

thats the thing.
ppl get so caught up in our life,
i must study, work first, i need to check my mail,
i need to get this project done by tmr.... god, wait,
10mins.. just 10mins
ever experienced it before?
and those are the deadliest traps satan could ever trap us in it.
PROCASTINATION. (did i spell it correctly?)
but nevertheless god is sitting beside u while u are busy,
waiting for ur prayer....

walk right with god, not only that, lead a prayerful life.
Pray
Until
Something
Happens.

NA!!! dun ever think bout giving up!
His kingdom come, His will be done!!!!
this is the start of god's working!

Thursday, August 16, 2007 ▪ 12:32 AM

this is a post that i copied and pasted frm xiang yu's blog while i was blog surfing.

if you took a picture with Jesus today... how would you be posing?side by side?
arms slung carelessly around his shoulder?
hugging; eyes gazing into His...side hugging...
how would Jesus pose...i wonder...i think...bent down to my height.
head resting on mine..arms squeezing my shoulders...
the other hand on mine...smiling that smile..
where would this picture be though?
framed up, on your desk or hung on a wall?
scanned, perhaps, into your computer and fixed as your desktop wallpaper?
would you cut out your silhouettes and keep it in your wallet?
maybe...maybe you took the picture in the past...and gradually,
it was taken from the desk and the wall;
your desktop wallpaper changed (too boring you see);
no longer in your wallet (cos you changed it).
you lost it....but i tell you, i have this feeling, just a feeling,
that it is somewhere there. it is still there.
in a drawer maybe?
under the thick stacks of notes and random photographs of friends?
stuck between page 102 and 103 of a book maybe?
underneath your bed? maybe you threw this momento already...
but don't worry, Jesus kept his copy.
"ask and it will be given to you. seek and you will find. "

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ▪ 12:21 AM

watched 2 movies recently
rush hour 3 with my family
and
secret with carmen and my sis.
rush hour was entertaining, not very impressing.
just like a typical jackie chan movie.
secret was great, but some mei3 zhong1 bu4 zhu2 (not very perfect)
in some parts.
if u listen to the song by jay chou for this movie,
u can find that there are some parts not emphasized.
but nevertheless its already great as the 1st movie.
the story line was quite out of the world, but its gripping throughout the movie.
worth the $$$.

this sat will be a different one!!!
i surrender to u my God, with my hands lifted high.

chanting 50 50 50 50 50!!!!

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ▪ 10:14 PM

hey hey, back again.
ytd was quite a relaxing day.
went back to my primary sch aft sch
and met up with my friends!
we really had a good talk.. and stuff

aft that, i went to shepherd sherry.
at woodlands.
had a great talk too.

8pm, we, vivien, sherry, ace, liyan were in the mrt tgh
then we found out celine and joyce tan was in the same train as well!
we were at the fist cab,
they were at the last cab.
but in the end joyce and celine came to find us.
we went to PS w/o joyce,
met christine for the ben's and jerry's!
haha. we bought a tub of ice cream and shared.
took alot of pics,
but they are not wif me now.
vivien and i went home first.
talked bout our ministry and plans.

ytd was really a great day!

Saturday, August 04, 2007 ▪ 8:09 AM

i cant slack!!!!!
xinru ah, W3Y!???

today's PnW was great!
i was reminded to give thanks in all circumstances.
here's a song.

Sing
It used to be darkness
Without you
I lived my life in blindness
But now I am found

And I'll sing, sing I love you so
And I'll sing Because the world can't take away
Your love

Found me in weakness
Broken
You came to me in kindness
And now I live

I give my life for you lord
For all you've done.....

i've learnt so much today. was reminded also of the vision in north.
lets take up the cross, deny ourselves and follow jesus!
building positive ppl, learning leaders, maturing members, annointed community.
i believe we are where we are now
to create this whole new level of spiritual atmosphere
in this land we are in.

one day
we will see live transformation in ppl's life,
one day
we will see ppl every tongue confess how great is our god
one day
we will see every knee bowed down to god
one day
we will see god's promises coming to past
one day
others will see us and want to be like us, cause we are living a life like christ,
a life that is pleasng to god.

GOD.
change me.