Wish you were here.

Saturday, February 23, 2008 ▪ 9:30 PM

while blogsurfing, i was reminded about my studies.
i really cant believe myself.
during the common test period i reached home almost 10 plus evry day.
and my mum wasnt particularly happy bout it.
through it all i trusted the papers and results unto God's hands.
i know He'll bless.
and here's some of the returned results.

science- 17.5/50 (yes, i flunked it badly)
maths- 28/50 (thank God, i had 25 in the first place, but the teacher counted wrongly)
chinese- 36/50 (i hated the subjected, hated the teacher, but i didnt hate the reaults?

"give thatks to God in all circumctances" yes, im trusting God for the other subjects.

ok, i admit,my blog is dead.
but be prepared, this is gonna be a super long post

Chinese New Year
went to my cousin's house 3 days in a row.
didnt eat much of the goodies cause i was SICK!
played tai di for consecutively 6hrs for that 3 days, with superb songs accompaying us from the scv mtv channel.
went to the playground and played some childhood games with my cousins
went to watch ah long pte ltd with my father who paid for us.
oh tian, zhu's really shuai4 in the mtv vid.

Valentine's day
had dance pract on that day.
wanted to buy something for the dance team,
but when i checked my wallet, "forget about it." 50cents
dance puts away all my troubles and worries
when the beat of the music sets in and you just start to feel it and dance to it
its heaven.
my valentine's day is not wasted,
cause im dancing for God, dancing with God.

CCHY
yes, i just love my girls.

Hello, Love
yes! this is definetly a huge milestone for the dance team
the production was not perfect, but indeed a success
i suddenly miss the meet up on thurs nights every week
i really believe that this dance brought the ppl much closer to one another.
the chats while waiting for ppl, the jiayou's before the performance,
the songs we sang, the "ai, ai ai ai", the mr pig drama wif christine
the prayers we made.
anyway, the performance really made me wanna cry.
when it ended, i really wanted to cry.(if not for Dk at the back who kept chanting"so sad, so sad.."
lets soar to greater heights from now on.

North A
come on north a, we are a part of CG08
after what joyce has said ytd, i cant help but to agree.
God is only waiting for our "amen", it will be done.
How can we let Satan go his way? i bet he was having the best moments in his life the past 2 weeks.
when ppl were streaming down the aisle, at least let one of them be from northA
come on,let north A have a breakthrough,
a lifestyle of evangelism, daily converts.
lets do it.
"hand in hand we work together as one"

Friday, February 01, 2008 ▪ 4:45 AM

(ultraman, rmb this?)

2 things i wanna achieve in this post.

#God

i feel like a matchstick where the flame is coming to an end

flickering, dying. SOON, but not yet.

im worned out, crushed, on my knees, crying,

down, but not out.

God picked me up.

where would i be now w/o Jesus?

nowhere, lost, thinking i know where im heading, but definetely the wrong way.

" i will soar with the wings of eagles

when i stop and listen to the sound of jesus

singing over me!

'the voice of truth tells me a different story

the voice of truth says do not be afraid

the voice of truth asys this is for my glory

out of all the voices calling out to me

i will CHOOSE to listen and believe the voice of truth' "

let me be reminded of the promises God made.

(and i found this perfect song)

praise you in this storm-casting crowns

I was sure by now
God, You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with You"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with You"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

i will praise God in this storm :)

#Ultraman

i dont know what to say, how to say,

but through another song

I'll remember you-by No secrets

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

this is the start of something new.