God, you are a faithful God. You never leave us, never forsake us.
Coming to year 2, it seems like im starting to see things clearer now, a little better now. Feels like I've got my head above the drowning water. The insecurity that haunts me so much has faded, the wave of events has passed and I got my feet back on the ground. However, the monotony of my life is dreadful and im once reminded that my life is not my own. The pursuit to fun will never fill anyone's heart, I work not for the treasures on earth, for they are but just the many many bonuses we have by the grace of God. To be able to make friends, to have fun, or to work hard and enjoy having fun rather. People is what we're here for, not to please them, but to serve to spur to succeed. not to become prominent, but to be who God wants you to be. Not to succeed and in the pursuit of it forget God but pursuit God and succeed along the way.
Psalm 34: 8-10
Taste and see that the Lord is good;
blessed is the man who takes refuge in him.
Fear the Lord, you his saints, for those who fear him lack nothing.
The lions may grow weak and hungry, but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing.